Life is not always sunshine and daisys

I kinda figured this would be a good way to heal and vent so many things to say and talk about. I try to be happy and upbeat though life hasn't always dealt me those cards. I'd like to be a good example to women that we can overcome horrible tragedy and still be strong beautiful women. I guess I need to give you a history??? Not sure how far back to go but let's take a trip back to memory lane. From things I can remember kids can be nasty and cruel. I remember as a 3rd grader riding a snowmobile through a barbed wire fence. Over 300 stitches in my face yikes very painful and truly a sad time because I looked like a monster hideous from the scars. I don't blame kids for being scared I blame them for being cruel and teasing that really stung and layed the foundation of a socially insecure and frightened little girl. I remember from that time on I just wanted people to like me. I'm terrified to write this because it shows my enemies my weakness that I can be vulnerable. But if it helps one child or woman to see that even through adversity we still can keep moving forward and basically have a good life. To fix the damage that so many caused. I'm excited to share with others that thought at the time I felt my life was over I learned it had just begun and that it can get better!!! Tomorrow I'll share more on my middle school life and the damage a teacher can do just by being a bully with other kids. If this blog saves one person from thinking to end their life then I pray it will help 🙏 The picture is me a few years ago on a cattle ranch in Nebraska. Working with animals made me happy and I felt accomplished. Today I paint my kitchen to keep my mind busy. I'll post the progress 😀